Isang singhap ng kaluluwang nalulunod
Isang hiling ng pusong napapagod
Alalahanin, mawala, maanod
Kapahingahan aking ikalulugod

- written on November 11, 2012

The big bang theory in essence assumes that in the beginning… a ball of energy existed and upon it’s explosion the universe as we know it was born. This scientific notion is as ridiculous as saying God existed in the beginning and caused the Universe. Both belief requires faith and acceptance of the premise that there was a primordial existence that caused everything. To this day I still remain Agnostic for that reason. In truth, none of us knows anything, and if everyone will humbly accept that, we will all be Agnostics.

Society has taught me that to survive I must have no compassion, to take advantage means success; But experience has taught me that when I had lost everything, It was compassion that saved me.

Reasons reason
But mind won’t mind
A million thoughts, a thousand plans
But you will, what you’re meant to do

Once I was a fool demanding a promise
Then I got a little bit smarter
Who needs empty promises? no one knows the future!
Then came assumptions — I realized, I’m still a fool

Promises are demanded
To have somebody to blame
Assumptions are assumed
So you can walk even though you are blind

I wish, I could
Walk in faith without assuming
Know my way without a promise
Enjoy the journey though the destination is unknown

A “generic” cat that likes to whine
A pigeon that lives and poop on the porch
A dying plant in the bathroom
And I

All wish could write a poem
But we’re not special, just weird.